Despite what it seems...

I finally got a break from work! It's been so hectic lately, what with picking up the double shifts and all...Anyway...I decided to go out and do stuff, and ended up running into Yugi at the Arcade! and then he decided to buy me a cell phone, cause I lost mine...Which, I'm not gonna forget about our little deal, Yugi! XD! I'ma have to go to work again here in a few minutes, so I'll go ahead and wrap this up!

My new number for anyone who wants it is: 515-3180...same area code as everything else...

Shizuka: I'm sorry! I've been working all the time, and that's why I haven't been able to talk to you...Call me on my cell and we'll talk and try to get together!

I'm back after god knows how long. Been really busy lately what with trying to figure stuff out. I hope I get to see some of you guys soon! While I was in prison it wasn't so bad. Mostly I just worked out while I was outside. Working out took my mind off of what was done to me. The visit from Shizuka helped me so much. I was so relieved to learn that she didn't think it was me. I could never sleep at night, so it gave me plenty of time to think. I thought about Ryuuji, Mai, Yugi...God I miss Yugi. I hope he's ok. I saw his entry from when I got arrested. If only I could figure out who did it. Shizuka said she would help with trying to figure it out. I hope it's soon. What did I do to deserve this? Seriously. I thought that my life could only get better, but obviously I was wrong. I should call someone. I need to talk to someone.

I, Katsuya Jounouchi, announce here and now that Kaiba Seto is so far above me, I should give up trying to beat him at anything. I'll never be a better duelist, smarter or more refined than the gorgeous CEO. I'm just a lowly mutt, so from here on out, I pledge myself to worship him.

Long live Kaiba-sama!

I can't believe I got so bored I hacked into this loser's journal. There has to be something better to do with my time.

Well, my birthday was really awesome. Yugi came over with this hugeass yummy breakfast at like 7 in the morning. It was real tasty. Ryuuji came over later and we hung out, pitched a couple snowballs, made a big dent in the snowbank. It's nice having people to spend the day with. :)

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Yugi's missing. Again. >.< At least we know it isn't Marik or Bakura, since Bakura doesn't lie to Ryuuji...I hope...

I hope he's okay.

Yeah, my birthday's tomorrow, so I can't sleep.

Lots has happened, but half the time I try to write about it, I don't know how to word it, y'know?

Anyhow, Yugi's bringing me breakfast in bed, which I'm really gonna enjoy. ^^ I wonder what else I'll get for the big day? Should be interesting.

I'm tired, but I can't sleep. I'm bouncing around off the walls, but I'm tired. It's too weird.

At least Atem and Yugi are getting along again. 'bout time to.

All right, I'm going to go eat something. That might help.

I like Gyros. I really do. It's too bad the budget doesn't account for one daily. XP

Anyhow, went on a dinner date with Ryuuji, that was fun. Lots of fun. X) He's got this awesome motorbike that just he just about near KILLED me with, going so freakin' speedy and almost hitting that car and it goes really fast. We went to this really posh Greek place. Real tasty. :) Wish I would've put on my slacks instead of my jeans though. ><

Then we went on the skyline. Yeah, I know - wow Jounouchi, you've never been on the skyline before? Don't you live hear? I'd never been, so it was really nice to see. The lights and all were pretty because the city was dark and everything. ^^

Also visited peeps over the holidays, and got some crazy nice Christmas gifts. Including an angel costume that I will NEVER wear. Again. ><

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

That's a little late, huh. ^^;;

Well, this is where work really starts to pick up, what with the mad Christmas rush and all. If I don't get to talk/meet up with you guys a lot, I'm really sorry. ^^;; Hopefully I'll have enough to time to put my feet up and do that extra credit assignment.

I really need to do that work...

Well, I managed to get myself and my crapload of laundry over to Ryuuji's, and visited him an Yug. That was fun. His machine actually works too, not like the half-assed piles of junk at the laundromat. Plus, this is free. :D

He's got this wicked music studio with a drum set and a piano. It's a real nice piano too; the people just left it there. Crazy how that happens, but it would have cost them a lot to ship, I guess. I also got invited over for Christmas, so if I'm not busy working, or off having a middle age crisis (which I can't really have til I'm 40, but hey, you never know...) I'll get over there. Should be fun.

I'm just glad stuff is slowly turning back to normal.

*knocking on wood*

Oooh, just found a good site. Catch you guys later. ^__^

I...do I even wanna start? Well I guess I already did, didn't I.

I fucked up. Again. Wow, big surprise there.

No wonder Dad doesn't want to come home. There's nothing to come home to but the shitty cold apartment and the son who can't live a fucking decent life no matter what he does. Mom was right all along. Maybe it's better if Shizuka doesn't come by. That way I won't ruin her life like I did everyone else's. Wherever Dad is, I hope he's got a roof over his head and someone around to make sure he isn't completely hammered all the time. He's not all that bad when he's sober.

I spent last night curled up in my bed bawling my eyes out and I think I might do it again...

Well, I can do ONE thing right. I tell the truth. Unlike certain bastards who should be shot and crucified. The truth gets you into lots of shit you don't wanna be in, but I tell it anyhow. Stupid. Can't keep my goddamn-mouth shut, impulsive, dumbass, fucktard Jounouchi Katsuya.

I'd say sorry, but I think I've said it too many times for it to mean a damn thing anymore.

This would be so much easier if I wasn't in love. Stupid.

Seems like everybody's in New York now. Domino's getting kind of quiet.

I know you guys probably have no clue, but if anybody hears anything about my
Dad, could you let me know? I haven't seen the guy in a while.

I know I should be updating this more an all, but work...yeah, I know. It's always work, and more work, and it's a shitty excuse.